I Called Roxy! That was good catching up with her!
I need to have her over next week!
I Called Sian. She is coming over and staying tomorrow.
Sunday... Dad might take me to penrith!
Monday... Hopefully I can talk to Alex, Because he gets back Sunday at 10pm.....
I Want Alex to come Up!!!
I want him to stay!
I Miss him so Much!
- What pit of hell today:Where he isn't!
- My emotional statis:
numb - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I Sat at the laptop all day, colouring!
Alex called! I spoke to him!
- What pit of hell today:Somewhere in this world!
- My emotional statis:
calm - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
MISSING ALEX TERRIBLY!!!!!!!!!!!
- What pit of hell today:F***ING MOUNTAINS
- My emotional statis: NUMB
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
It has made my finger swell and maybe infected!
Feel Like crap!
I call Roxy After I get home from the Doctors and Penrith tomorrow!
Ily
- What pit of hell today:Inside my own world
- My emotional statis: numb
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I am still alive...
On Medicine now!
It seems to be making things different... in a good and bad way....
I don't remember things, parts are a blurred memory......
I am losing control....
I have spent the day with Alex, that seemed to help...
But made it all the more worse when he had to go....
Grip slipping on reality....
I am overloaded with so much information, I feel weird and numb...
I am trying to wind down by doing more colourings and stuff... Not working so well...
I am going to start writing again tonight!
- What pit of hell today:Anywhere but here
- My emotional statis: numb
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I Had taken new medicine... Made me feel like crap...
Sorry Roxy for not calling!
- What pit of hell today:Anywhere but here
- My emotional statis: numb
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I finished my Yearly Exams TODAY!!!
Probably FAILED them ALL!
Meh! I Studied and had a go!
YAY!
SEEING ALEX ON SUNDAY!!!!
- What pit of hell today:Morphine Land
- My emotional statis:
hyper - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
Tomorrow, I Have fucking Math first up!!!!
Than last, I have fucking science!!!!
I am going to die!
I Know NOTHING!!!!
- What pit of hell today:Fucking Math/Science Hell
- My emotional statis:
stressed - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
Might have Passed History!
Yay!
Health exams tomorrow! Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse!
- What pit of hell today:Nightmares Desires
- My emotional statis:
enraged - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
Tomorrow is going to be horrible!!!
I have Geography and History tomorrow!!! I Do okay in History, but Geography on the other hand, I will Fail!
- What pit of hell today:mass distruction of my Mind!
- My emotional statis:
drained - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I think I did okay in Visual Arts!
It was TORTURE!!!!
- What pit of hell today:England
- My emotional statis:
blank - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I Had Alex come up, he help me study a bit. We washed mum's car and studied together.
It was a good day, except I didn't get that much study done, so Now I am doing it!
YAY!
I have three exams tomorrow, Visual Arts (VA), Japanese and Timberwork....
YAY!
I am GOING to FAIL!!!!
- What pit of hell today:Study Hell
- My emotional statis: stressed
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I have only studied two subjects... It is really annoying!
- What pit of hell today:Study Central
- My emotional statis:
annoyed - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I feel better.
I was smiling at different parts in time today.
I got my school photo's, and my exam timetable for next week.
I failed my History essay, We also had a surprise science test, but open book.
XD
At lunch, I hat a chip sandwich and a cookie from Steve!
It was awesome!
I Craving Sweet Pie! Something like blueberry or strawberry pie!
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
- What pit of hell today:On Alex's Bed, wiating for him to notice me!
- My emotional statis:
bouncy - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I Feel better than what I have done in ages!
I Also got senior uniform today!
- What pit of hell today:Mexico way
- My emotional statis: blank
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I get half a day of school.
Today was a strange, tiring, sick, painful day....
- What pit of hell today:Not alive
- My emotional statis: Pain
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
I feel sicker than ever, and I Hurt like Hell.
I Now OWN Caleb's Left arm. XD
I Had a Really Bad dream last night....
I Don't know if I should tell Alex or not....
I am tired, sick, in pain, and about to do MORE study! FANTASTIC!
- What pit of hell today:Out the Bedroom window onto a Cliff
- My emotional statis:
Down and Out - My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
- What pit of hell today:Hell with Veltorga
- My emotional statis: blank
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
sickI have my yearly's in two weeks. I feel Like shit, I Miss Alex so much.
I Love Alex, and won't get to see him for maybe 3 to 4 weeks...
I am cutting Alex off, I am trying to cope without him, so far it is really hard.
I am not in a good place. I just wish I could be with him.
- What pit of hell today:In your Bedroom...?
- My emotional statis: gloomy
- My music:Tenth Man Down - Nightwish
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