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Things of Evil


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May. 20th, 2011

My wallpaper!! Pegasus in a storm

It has been a While

Lost the love of my life....
I am very sick...
Everything is getting worse!
And no one really gives a fuck! Everyone is mostly to self-centered or do love crazed to care..
My best friends are 18 and are now excluding me because I am not 18!!
So OVER IT!!!!

Dec. 10th, 2010

My wallpaper!! Pegasus in a storm


Well... Long time since I last was on here...

What has changed.. Not much except I am in my final year of high school and am doing it hard!

Well... I have no friends... basically in my school at least...

Things are bad at home, I guess I am still not well. My Cat is Evil!

Eating a chocolate Muffin and watching my Cheeky play in the christmas tree.

Apr. 10th, 2010



There is something about love....

Why is love so painful and complicated;  I am sick of hurting, I am sick of loving, I am sick of it all........
I am hated by his friends... they know NOTHING.......
People are beginning to to see me for the monster I am.
I have so many faults.....
I hate myself more everyday more......
I will forever Love Alex!

Apr. 9th, 2010


There is something out there!

There is always something lurking in the bushes....
I will punish the wicked
Murder the Murderers,
Fight for my right for life and Love,
Deemed replaceable, I change there lives,
I am something Lurking out there,
Seeking my heart and love,
I shall stop the evil looks,
I shall destroy the bad,
reward the good,
Love my Love,
NOTHING shall STOP me from my Goals!

I will marry my love even if I have to kill for him.

I am one lurking in the night,
I am something out THERE!

I will forever Love Alexander

Mar. 24th, 2010



I am going on a Holiday tomorrow, coming back on Sunday.....
I think me and Alex are basically over....... I don't want to admit it though...... 

Feb. 23rd, 2010

Dark Wing


I am sick, tired, sick, hurting, sad, emotionally in pain, crying inside, raging outside.

I am sick to death of being SICK!

Feb. 12th, 2010



Flying away, Damn, I wish I could fly away, not give a damn in the world!
Hard week of school, Sickness falling over me. I am tired and worn down.
I feel calm and not caring about my Ex friends.
I am tired, I wish I could go on holiday!

Love you all!

Feb. 2nd, 2010


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Falling fast, Life depleting....
Losing meaning of peace,
Falling away from everything you know,
Losing point in life,

Light going out,
Darkness takes control,
Light runs away as fast as it can,
Darkness is all I bare to see....

Can not bare losing you,
Seeing life through eyes,
Can I live without you,
Seeing the smile on your face,

Life and joy fill your eyes,
Happiness is always within your heart,
Life barely there helped by love,
Happiness becoming real....

Feb. 1st, 2010

Me and Alex


I am tired, worn so thin in my brain, I am on my last legs, I am losing my mind and my sight.
Fights and fight, giving in, giving up...
I am on last breathe, my final stand is coming quick.....
My love holds me weakly, Art holds my mind at bay, meaning to life is gone in a flash, Career leads my hopes onwards....
Lost for my final words,
Last breathe falls out of my streaming, blooded mouth....
Good-bye my Lover, Good-bye my friend....


This road is Long, Hard, and treacherous,
Tales have been told of the hardships suffered along this path,
Where it leads to and where it ends rest upon thy shoulders,
Many have been lost along the way,
Skeletons line this shattered line of hope,
Few have made it to the light and roads end,
Embrace the few joys along with the hardship encountered,
Everything  encountered here develops into a new, bright future,
Make it to the End,
Truly fight for to get to the End of this dusty, hard road of Life,
It is all worth it in the end,
Hardship Becomes Complete Joy and Satisfaction,
Rewarded to heart content at roads end,
Laughter and light guide thy way,
Found at last where this journey ends.

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